I started this challenge to try to see how far I could
go. I wanted to experience moments of doubt and pain because I believe that
those are the moments that cause growth. But the truth is, that during the last
7 days, I did not experience those moments. It wasn’t until this morning when I
slept in (6:15am??) and woke up to think about my journey that I realized that
the challenge itself was not just this past week. The challenge started the day
I came up with the 7 Dirty Thirties and it continued throughout the training.
The last week was just the test and the celebration of the end of the journey.
I did experience moments of doubt, exhaustion, and pain, but those came during
my hardest training weeks, when I was out running alone, vulnerable to negative
thoughts.
That being said, yesterday was Day 7 and I could not be
happier with how it went. I woke up feeling the most sore I had felt all week,
but as I had done 6 times before, I got up, got ready, and got out the door.
The weather was colder than it had been all week and it was even raining a
little. I was a little worried because I didn’t have any rain gear and I didn’t
want to get cold out there, but the forecast said it would be a partly cloudy
day and so I figured the rain would clear up soon.